why must it happen to me?

Why does it have to happen to me?? What did i do wrong to deserve this?? Don't i deserve something nice mah?? Why are you so cruel?? Why can't you let people go on holiday?? Maybe i should really forget about it, forget that i ever asked for such a request. I'd put my heart & soul into it, yet in the end..all i get back is a "no". Though it's very hard & suffering from heartache...i got to forget about it, forget that i ever hoped for it to really come true. Dream shattered cause of one ignorent person say "no".