Sunrise

Few more minutes before the sun rises over here. I wish i was watching it with you, but its ok..i can feel your heart watching it right beside mine. It's comfort to know how you feel, well not really good comfort if it's about sad things but atleast i'll know and i'll try to make it up to you. I love the tattoo design, but maybe could alter it a bit, how about changing the leaf-like design on the very top with a heart shape?? that's just what i'm thinking. but wow!! 1.5inch..hehe wonder what mummy would say about it. Holding Chucky in one arm whilst blogging with the other,wish Chucky was you instead..i would love your body warmth instead of his. Can't wait to have you in my arms..hug you tightly..Mmmm..right in these arm is where you should be..its a perfect fit (you in my arms)..just like a puzzle..i've found the last missing piece, YOU. Sorry i made you cry, fuhhh..i really don't mean it...please don't cry anymore..im sorry i hurt you that way..i wont die..atleast not till im at a very old age,with my greyish white hair & loosely fitted fake teeth..I Love You Babii

please believe me

So true of what the tarot card readings had to say, for your's..yeah we do have a small conflict but it will subside cause we love each other and for me..yeah i do doubt and its causing us a lot of heartache..but put all that behind us ok. Actually,why i wanted to blog today is cause of what you told me this morning.."that you're prepared for the worst outcome possible"..but please ler,i promise you already,you don't have to wait 8yrs..before you turn 30 is all im asking for..i promise.

I see that xiu mui mui's blog make me realise..i missed out on a lot of things oh, but dont worry babii..i'll make it up to you..just like the way i persuaded you to eat the bitter medicine. Babii,i know you don't like the taste of it,but what to do kan..it's for your own good babe. i'll make up for all the lost times and the times we argued and argued over useless things.I know all aspects i gotta try harder, and i know time is on my side to prove it.

I'm looking forward to the food that you gonna cook, i bet it's really yummy..can't wait to drink the soup that you put so much time into cooking. Can almost taste it le..ohh & breakfast..keke..just hope its not fried egg with too much salt on it..eeekkk..that dream..make me keep thinking of the salty egg =.=".. i aso got dream hehe..more like imagine..keke..u knw wht kan..and also watch cuddle together to watch scary movies..syok & shock..haha..

When i look at my hand, it's missing something..it's missing your hand that i should be holding..i love you Babii