I hear your voice on the other side of the phone, & all i have to do is just close my eyes then i could feel you right next to me. For the past two months, we've really grown as a couple. Less fights, though nowadays the fights that we have all arises cause of my insecurity, i've gotta let that go. I promise i would starting from now. Like you said, no point living & thinking of the past where all we got now is in front of us.
These few days have been down due to the cause of more rejection letters, but oh well..no people succeed first time trying, all must come with hardship & endurance, this is my period in time where i must conquer. I'm sorry it has made you think that our relationship is at jeopardy or its not stable, its completely the other way around. All that you've done for me i could feel it, i'm really grateful to have you come into my life, please stay there. You've given me all the assurance, you're the one that made me believe.
I must say, i feel completely helpless the fact that you're sick now & i couldn't be there to take care of you, do use your 6day holiday trip to recover ok. Close your eyes & i'll be there..never leave your side.
The closeness of our hearts would only grow stronger by each day, no one has made me feel the way you do. By the way, the feeling of watching our first sunrise together is really meaningful, we've got more sunrises & sunsets to watch together. Watch your face start to have crows feet..haha nah, don't worry ok..no matter how you turn out to be in the future, i would always be with you (that includes no matter how your voice turns out to be)..take care of your sickness, i hope you gain your voice back soon. Miss & Love You Babii
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Friday, March 26, 2010
busy-bodies
Have you ever had a feeling that your relatives (yes you heard me right,my relatives..my dad's side as well..) is trying to ruin your life?? well to them,its so called advise to the younger generation, but to me its just them trying to stick their nose into someone else's business. Yeah, im your niece & your my uncle, so i respect you in giving your advise to me, i'll listen but wont completely.
You might think my parents was the ones that suggested to my relative that he talked to me about it,but you're wrong..its him that busy-body & geh poh my stuff. Yes, people say that you should always respect your elder & their advise is worth listening to, but times have changed lar..not all their advise that they give is suited in the situations faced by the younger generations of today and tomorrow. I admit i am stubborn at times (my baby knows that of me very well..), and thinks that only my solution is the best (only when you really have pissed me off & keep badgering me about how good your's is & etc), now i see otherwise..i look for other people's opinions especially my baby's to see what they would do if in my situation, most importantly though, i don't need someone that just decides to step in and tell me what to do without me asking for his/her advise or opinion...*kindly acknowledges with a smile (yet secretly feel like telling you to mind your own bloody business).
Well anyway, this relative have decided to ruin my birthday by telling me on the night of my big-day that he wants to talk to me alone and that was through the phone when my dad called him to ask about qing ming..(thanks for ruining the rest of my night yah..), anyway i digressed...i was like "ok,yeah whatever..bring it.." (wasn't in the mood already..), then something hit me, thinking to myself.."talk to me alone"?? so you could just say stuff and that i have to accept it cause you're the elder, and so i have no chance to defend myself?? Hah!! good luck trying, no offence to people, but my mind has been made up, talk all you want..i'll listen but it'll just go in one ear and come out the other. Oh and need to remind myself to bring a pail, so i could catch the cold water that he decides to pour on me or maybe just an umbrella would do. Anyway he said he's going to call me later before dinner time to see when it could be done. Wouldn't mind it being at a coffee shop, so atleast i could fix my eyes on other passer-by whilst listen to him yapping away.
Would post about the outcome of the "meet up" after it happens. Do wish me luck. P/s: Im old enough to make my own rational decisions...
You might think my parents was the ones that suggested to my relative that he talked to me about it,but you're wrong..its him that busy-body & geh poh my stuff. Yes, people say that you should always respect your elder & their advise is worth listening to, but times have changed lar..not all their advise that they give is suited in the situations faced by the younger generations of today and tomorrow. I admit i am stubborn at times (my baby knows that of me very well..), and thinks that only my solution is the best (only when you really have pissed me off & keep badgering me about how good your's is & etc), now i see otherwise..i look for other people's opinions especially my baby's to see what they would do if in my situation, most importantly though, i don't need someone that just decides to step in and tell me what to do without me asking for his/her advise or opinion...*kindly acknowledges with a smile (yet secretly feel like telling you to mind your own bloody business).
Well anyway, this relative have decided to ruin my birthday by telling me on the night of my big-day that he wants to talk to me alone and that was through the phone when my dad called him to ask about qing ming..(thanks for ruining the rest of my night yah..), anyway i digressed...i was like "ok,yeah whatever..bring it.." (wasn't in the mood already..), then something hit me, thinking to myself.."talk to me alone"?? so you could just say stuff and that i have to accept it cause you're the elder, and so i have no chance to defend myself?? Hah!! good luck trying, no offence to people, but my mind has been made up, talk all you want..i'll listen but it'll just go in one ear and come out the other. Oh and need to remind myself to bring a pail, so i could catch the cold water that he decides to pour on me or maybe just an umbrella would do. Anyway he said he's going to call me later before dinner time to see when it could be done. Wouldn't mind it being at a coffee shop, so atleast i could fix my eyes on other passer-by whilst listen to him yapping away.
Would post about the outcome of the "meet up" after it happens. Do wish me luck. P/s: Im old enough to make my own rational decisions...
its been..hmm...9mths!!
Yes,it's been 9mths since i last blogged. A lot has happened since then, but the most notible thing is that i'm in a rs now, love being with my babii. Didn't went without arguements, misunderstand,lack of trust & what not that you get in a rs, endured a lot of..hmm..how to say it..hardship ain't the word..but yeah you get what i mean right. All in all, its worth it cause it bought so much happiness. Who says i cant make it huh, *showing my fist to the bast@rd & bi@tch that said it..*in ur face!! ok i'm not here to prove i'm better or what, but i know me & my babii could endure whatever that comes into our face. we have full trust & confidence in each other. our journey just started & has a long way more to go, but i'm sure we'll make it through.
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